The road unrolled before me like a sweaty black carpet. On either side, emptiness. It was just the road. I'd been riding for 5 hours now, the first part of what would be a 3 day ride across the state. My bike tire is flat and both extra tubes have holes in them. How is…
plant blind
Fit
1443 that was my number. Now that I had the correct one I could go find my seat. I'd been impatiently waiting outside until this point. My friend Grace and I accidentally switched our tags and she'd been inside with mine and they wouldn't let me in with hers. So I'd called her. "Grace,…
Not all ideas are good ideas, but they are ideas nonetheless
There's this thing that I do when I'm thinking about writing. I try to come up with an idea. And I think, is it new? Is it different? Will people care about it? I think about how other people will read it and how they will think about it and feel about it instead of…
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dad
3 years ago today my dad passed away. There's not been a single day that I haven't missed him. I pulled out some of his old files and went through some of his writings so that I could reminisce and feel close to him. I found this prayer and it speaks so much to my…
make way
I meditated this morning. I meditate about once a week, sometimes more, sometimes less. I subscribe to Tara Brach's podcast and use her guided meditations. I have been really struggling with the new presidential administration and the destruction I feel that it has already caused and will continue to cause for those who are vulnerable…
Slowly sleep deprived
Funny things happen when you're sleep deprived. Like, for example, when I was thinking about starting a blog post it took me a good minute and half to remember the name of this blog site - WordPress. (I have it bookmarked now so my overly-tired brain doesn't forget again.) When I was preparing to become…
Write
And just like that, I'm writing again. Is that how it works? Just like that. It does seem like I usually come off my writing hiatus with an essay about how I haven't been writing and how I need to write more. I make myself promises that I will diligently write something everyday. But then,…
I see you, America.
I remember the first time I heard someone use the N word. I was in high school and riding in a car with a friend. Suddenly another car cut him off and his response was to yell “Fucking nigger.” I was shocked. And I was confused. I grew up in a loving progressive home in…